WOW! Well I am so thankful that we have this site to write our feelings out on and that we have each others feelings to read whenever we feel like we just need something good to think about in such a horrific situation. So with that said...... Tonight is the first time that we will be going to "gymnastics PRACTICE" (Jay was very clear that this is not a class but it is a Team and it is PRACTICE) So I am a little nervous however I have been at the gym a lot this week but not to sit on the side and watch the boys workout! I know that it will be fine however there will be a huge hole and I just pray that I will make it without tears. I know that I can. Ethan has been talking about Jay lately and it is really humbling to hear his thoughts. As I have said before if I could just think that simple. SO I will be reading this blog a lot and I look forward to hearing how everyone else feels tonight and how the boys do!

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